It all started with the care conference with Micah's doctors and other specialists on his team early in the week. Here's what we talked about in that conference:
- Micah's most recent CT scan it appeared to show his left lung was not getting the blood flow that it should so the team wanted a nuclear scan of his lungs to get a better picture of the blood flow on both sides of his lungs.
- This was important because there has been discussion by his otolaryngologist about trying to open the left main stem to increase Micah's access to that lung which is basically almost completely shut down due to the main airway being narrowed at the top. There's a few ways they could do that:
- Putting a stent in that upper left bronchus might hold that airway more open than it is now but means Micah would have to agree to putting in the trach which you can read about in my previous post. Both the stent and the trach introduce new opportunities for infection on a regular basis. There's also the risk that because the airway is already so narrow and the stent has its own thickness perhaps the scarring wouldn't allow the stent to stay in place. It could shift. Or the additional scarring could grow up around the stent making the airway worse not better. Not a small thing to decide.
- Using special tubing and a balloon to go in and stretch that narrowed area. But the scarring is pretty severe and very stubborn. The risk here is that the area could tear causing irreparable damage to his airway which would be fatal.
- Going in with the laser to try and cut away some of the scarring to open up that airway. I'm sure you can figure out all on your own how dangerous it is to put a laser inside of an airway. One wrong move and the laser could cut right through the airway wall and believe it or not there's also the potential for the patient to catch on fire. (Terrifying.)
- That said if the nuclear scan shows the blood flow is inadequate to the left lung, opening up that airway could cause more problems that it would solve. The demand for blood which had never been there before would be too great and would create another set of problems.
- Micah has diverticula in his windpipe (potentially dangerous but stable thank God) which they've determined have worsened somewhat overtime and this could be the source of some of his pain. They decided it was time to bring in the pain team to help Micah manage his pain better for the long term rather than Band-Aiding with short-term pain management. (Finally!) I didn't even know there was a pain team.
- Anxiety has been a real ongoing issue and rightly so. Imagine feeling air hungry all the time. They decided to consult with psychology to see if there were some better solutions for Micah.
RESULTS
The Bad: The nuclear scan came back showing Micah's left lung has only 18% of the blood flow it should have. The Otolaryngologist consulted with his colleagues in Cincinnati and it was unanimous. There are no surgical options left for Micah at this point. This was a real blow to Micah and he took it very hard. Opening up that airway could have made a big difference in how he feels every day and he was holding out a lot of hope for what that could mean. I'm sure it felt like all the hope was suddenly taken from him. This is as good as it gets. I can tell you as his Mom I've never seen him so low or angry. He's not an angry guy - if you know Micah you know that. But this was more than he was able to bear.
The Good: Psychology and the pain team definitely had some ideas. Some adjustments were made to anxiety medications that deal with air hunger and a new longer acting pain medication was prescribed. So while Micah grappled with the bad news about any operative solutions for his lungs the new medications were kicking in. By the end of last week Micah was no longer asking for additional meds for break-thru pain and/or anxiety. He was starting to spend more time off the bi-pap machine and on regular oxygen from the tank and for a few minutes here and there - off the O2 entirely. He started getting out of bed more, going for longer walks and doing more things for himself. It has made a significant difference in his day to day which has in turn had a very positive affect on his attitude.
And Now: Micah came home last Friday and is doing so much better than he has in months! He's helping with his own meds, and coming out of his room to eat at the table and even went out to a movie with his Dad, brothers and myself followed by dinner out! He was pretty worn out by the end of it but he made it and he felt good about it. Next Sunday we're going to give church a try. He hasn't been able to go in a LONG time.
What's Next: At home Physical Therapy and Occupational Therapy, on-site Pulmonology Therapy (specialized bikes and tread climbers, etc with respiratory support) and hopefully - avoid illness! Micah's room is quite small and barely contains all his medical equipment and our house doesn't have the extra space needed for optimum physical therapy. Keeping Micah strong will mean doing the work every day and involves more than therapy. It means having space to play guitar and rekindle friendships. We're looking to add a room to our house especially designed for Micah's needs so we're going to be starting a campaign to raise the money, donated labor and materials to get it done as soon as we can. So far the plan is working and he's getting stronger than he has been all Summer and we want to make sure he has every opportunity to make the most of the time he has left.
Thank you everyone for your prayers and support. We are confident that your prayers have made all the difference.
The Bad: The nuclear scan came back showing Micah's left lung has only 18% of the blood flow it should have. The Otolaryngologist consulted with his colleagues in Cincinnati and it was unanimous. There are no surgical options left for Micah at this point. This was a real blow to Micah and he took it very hard. Opening up that airway could have made a big difference in how he feels every day and he was holding out a lot of hope for what that could mean. I'm sure it felt like all the hope was suddenly taken from him. This is as good as it gets. I can tell you as his Mom I've never seen him so low or angry. He's not an angry guy - if you know Micah you know that. But this was more than he was able to bear.
The Good: Psychology and the pain team definitely had some ideas. Some adjustments were made to anxiety medications that deal with air hunger and a new longer acting pain medication was prescribed. So while Micah grappled with the bad news about any operative solutions for his lungs the new medications were kicking in. By the end of last week Micah was no longer asking for additional meds for break-thru pain and/or anxiety. He was starting to spend more time off the bi-pap machine and on regular oxygen from the tank and for a few minutes here and there - off the O2 entirely. He started getting out of bed more, going for longer walks and doing more things for himself. It has made a significant difference in his day to day which has in turn had a very positive affect on his attitude.
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What's Next: At home Physical Therapy and Occupational Therapy, on-site Pulmonology Therapy (specialized bikes and tread climbers, etc with respiratory support) and hopefully - avoid illness! Micah's room is quite small and barely contains all his medical equipment and our house doesn't have the extra space needed for optimum physical therapy. Keeping Micah strong will mean doing the work every day and involves more than therapy. It means having space to play guitar and rekindle friendships. We're looking to add a room to our house especially designed for Micah's needs so we're going to be starting a campaign to raise the money, donated labor and materials to get it done as soon as we can. So far the plan is working and he's getting stronger than he has been all Summer and we want to make sure he has every opportunity to make the most of the time he has left.
Thank you everyone for your prayers and support. We are confident that your prayers have made all the difference.